It is difficult to sit down and think of what you should do without having the means to execute it.

I think I am more than ready to take on new challenges,which just means a new job.
My contract is ending and I have already on the outlook.(with actions taken.)
But more to my surprises,so far only one agent contacted me.
It couldn't be my mis match of qualifications,I thought.
Coz with this current vocation,I think it value adds me alot.

Say even if you dont count this kinda industry that I operates in,consider the level of people that I am talking with.
And the telephone etiquette that I was trained.
Blah~

So I figured that it could be due to this 2 reasons.
1)My availability is stated to be after 3rd June.(when this contract ends)
2)My name is under the top ten hated list of the agents.(consider what I have done previously..oh sins..)

I certainly hope that factor no 2 is clear wiped off.
It is not good to bear grudges.
*chants*

I dont believe that I cant and wont get a job.
But I have my expectations this time round and so it may take some time.

Um.
But...Dear God,if you are reading this,please understand that I cant wait too long.
Coz I have my expenses to clear and mouth to feed.
(my own mouth.)

But most importantly...I pray for the strength and courage to overcome any challenges.
I am forsaking what I thought to be my ideal career for the sake of being able to earn more money first.

Maybe I should just go flying.
Would you mind?